I still feel like a train wreck - but I can actually use the bathroom by myself and sit up with out feeling like I'm going to die. Ha ha, so that's good. I can't believe that our beautiful son is already 5 days old. Everything just feels like a dream. (Perhaps Vicodin is the cause of that). But, honestly, I've never received such an amazing blessing from God. Until you're a parent, I don't think you could ever understand the level of gratefulness when you're given a healthy baby - especially in our case considering all of the challenges genetics posed against the health of Ethan. God is so amazing.





I can't stop staring at him, in awe of everything he is.